what's on my mind today!

    Since Billy popped the question my mind has been totally all on wedding ideas and finding a place for us to live, but its so hard when your on a fixed income of some sort. i've been looking at apartments and the one thing that i tend to run into with all of them, is that they have a waiting list for like 2 years for apartments that are wheelchair accessible. When i go into leasing building at the apartments and ask about their handicap accessible apartments, the workers look at me like i'm stupid and it made me furious. They were so rude. I mean one apartment, whatever, but when you get treated like this by all 10 apartments. its uncalled for.
   
  One thing that makes me sick to my stomach with people is that, they look and see someone in a wheelchair and will treat them like crap or talk to them like they are babies. These people that are in wheelchairs are just the same as any other human-being but God just made them a little bit more special. There is no need to treat people like that.

  Billy goes on daily walks with Valentine and He is always a people person, Don't know a stranger in the world. when he goes out, if he has any problems he usually ask someone if he can use their phone and he tells me about these people that just ignore him and walk away. I wish those people put themselves in Billy's or anybody else who is also in a wheelchair and just get a feel of what wheelchair bound people deal with on a daily bases. I know it doesn't bother Billy like it bothers me, but everytime i see this i just want to yell at them. GRRRR  I'm sorry i just had to get that out. Please let me know if you ever experienced the same problems and im not the only one.  :)

    On to more POSITIVE things! The wedding, we aren't sure when were going to get married yet but i really hope its next year. I can't wait to marry Billy. Is it bad, that almost every night i have a dream about our wedding?? I'm excited what can i say :) I've been thinking about how we would do our First Dance since  Billy is a Quad. Any tips? But i got our colors down but i want it to be a surprise ;) Another thing i've been thinking about is if i'm going to hyphenate my last name (Marchese-George) or just keep it George. Ha I know some of you are probably laughing right now. But these are serious things ;)
  But im getting off here and watching the rest of the Dallas game and going to try to wake Mr. George up from his nap. :)

     Billy & Amaiya! OUR God Daughter <3