First off I just want to say that Billy & I send our prayers out to everyone on the east coast, who was hit by Hurricane Sandy Monday night. Even though we aren't on the coast, Ohio definitely got a feel of Sandy too. Winds were up to 50mph or maybe even higher. Thousands are without power to this day. Billy & I are really thankful that we were the lucky ones that didn't lose power. I'm hoping every who was effected by the storm are in a safe shelter until they can receive help. Our hearts go out to each and every one of you.

It has definitely been a while since I've posted something on here, my life has been pretty crazy.
These past couple weeks I've learned a lot. Lets just say it was definitely an eye opening experience.

On October 4th, my Poppy (grandpa) was complaining of severe bad pain, Poppy is not the type of guy who really shows emotions and he doesn't have any kind of like for hospitals nor doctors. We knew something was really wrong when he wanted my dad to take him to the hospital.
Cutting to the chase, Poppy was diagnosed with Prostate & Bone cancer. We found out that he has been actually fighting it now for 3 years, but no one knew neither did he. The news really hit hard & just so fast. My family was in a complete frenzy.
My Grandfather is 83yrs old, with his age he wouldn't be able to handle chemo or radiation. The only option was for him to get ejections every 6 wks. My Grandpa is my everything. He gets me & supports me all the way, no matter what it is. I just can't imagine my life without him. Just knowing he's going through all this just breaks my heart. I just want to take it all away from him, but I know I can't. All I do know is that I'm going to be by his side through this fight. He's not going to be doing it alone.

My Family & I would deeply appreciate it if everyone could keep him in your prayers. I'm not ready to lose my Grandpa & I'm not going to let it happen.

Honestly, Poppy getting sick all fast like this, really had me thinking crazy things. I started doubting God. I was ashamed of myself for doing such a thing but I just didn't understand why it had to be Poppy.
Thursday night Billy was taken to the hospital by squad, he was not feeling good at all. Doctors found Pneumonia in his lung and they admitted him. The whole time Billy was in there, we prayed & just watched the Christian channels & it really made me open my eyes that I'm letting the devil get to me , way too much. I was in need of changing that right away & decided I'm going to live for God. I'm going to change my ways. Poppy is in God's hands & so was Billy. I just had to put more faith into him & that's what I'm going to continue doing. If it wasn't for God, I wouldn't have been able to fight cancer when I was a baby. God has a plan for us. He will never give us something that he knew we wouldn't be able to handle. Billy is home now & is doing just fine. It's amazing how powerful prayer can be.

Count your blessings...

This adorable family is my cousin Vinnie & his cute little family. 

My Cousin Vinnie is in the Air Force & they are currently live in South Carolina.

These pictures were taken today before Vinnie got deployed again!

I'm so proud of what my cousin and all they other men & women do for our country. 

  Please remember to keep each & everyone of them & their families in your prayers because they are all out there for us and our country!!

God Bless!

Good Morning everyone!!!

It's the first day of October... I love this time of the year. The leaves are falling and it's time to pull out the hoodies. I really can't wait to carve pumpkins, Geesh I have not done that since I was little. Billy & I plan on doing it next weekend. So it's exciting.

Tomorrow I get to see my God Daughter Amaiya! I'm wanting to do some crafty things with her since its her first Halloween & I want to surprise her momma. She'll love it. I'll definitely will be posting pics on here, but also follow me on Instagram. I'm on there 24/7 ;) (bmh3artsbg10)

Everyone be safe & have a bless day. I'm going to finish watching Joyce Meyer and get on with my day :) <3 

Hey Guys!!! I've been slacking on writing on here... There has been a lot going on!  

    I never knew planning a wedding would be stressful =/. At first Billy & I had a set date of October 5th of next year, but we are definitely changing that, We felt it was too stressful because there is a lot with have to do other than plan for this wedding. We don't have our own place, or car yet and we want to be settled down first soo we can both enjoy planning the wedding :) So all in all its good were waiting. But i dont wont to wait too long ;)

So how about them Buckeyes!!!

    Last Weekend i surprised Billy with OSU game tickets :) Billy nor I has been to a football game. (It's soo expensive) but i managed to get tickets. Billy's face and expression was like a little kid at Christmas. If you didn't know Billy is a HUGE Ohio State fan. You should see his apartment! I might just take pictures of his apartment so you can see for yourself :)

    Anyways we had awesome seats! Billy was getting into it. I'm not going to lie, i was getting into it too :)

But we had a blast & if were lucky maybe we can get tickets to the OSU/Michigan game ;) (fingers crossed)

                   

                                BY THE WAY! The Bucks won. But don't ask me the score. I  didn't pay attention to that...Oops

Hello September!

Today is the first day of September, which mean it Childhood Cancer Awareness month. This month means a lot to me. I myself is a Childhood Cancer survivor!

When I was three weeks old I went in for a check up, the doctors found a tumor in my stomach. Doctors told my parents it was cancerous, they ran multiple test, they was diagnosed with Immature Teratoma. When my mom was pregnant with me, the doctors never knew she was pregnant with twins, but neither did my parents. At 22 weeks my twin died, We were connected by the stomach. When my twin died and i continued to grow, it grew inside of me. The doctors did stomach surgery to get the tumor removed, when the tumor was out, they found out that half of the tumor had hair, finger nails, & even teeth. Half of the tumor was my twin, the other half was cancerous. I went through Chemotherapy for 4 years and Now its 2012,I've been cancer free for 19 years.

Everyday I try to think of some way to help kids with cancer and just give back. Even though I was really young, when I was going through that difficult time. I can actually remember little bits and pieces, so I know how those kids feel. When I get things together I would love to open my own business and just have a place for kids who are in the hospital, To go to, too just relax and have fun. That's my dream & one day it'll happen :)

Before I go I just want to mention how awesome our OHIO STATE BUCKEYES did today against Miami. They made us proud. GO BUCKS!

August 29th 2010

       Today is Mine and Billy 2 years anniversary! I can't believe two years have gone by already. I'm so blessed to have a man like Billy in my life, I always wonder how i got so lucky with him ;)

   Around 1am i struggled with a huge panic attack. I was struggling so bad i wanted to go to the hospital, But i kept saying to myself that i'm not going to ruin our anniversary...

      Ahhh I keep getting distracted because Billy's nurse has Honey Boo Boo and i sadly can't stop watching it.. ANYWAYS back to what i was saying.

So i struggled until 3 am and was finally able to go to sleep. l

Later on i went to Billy's and I felt more calm. When i have panic attacks and they get bad like this one was, i could feel horrible for about a week or maybe even 2. Some people think panic attacks aren't nothing serious, but i have severe attacks and it makes me so depressed because doctors say that this is permanent :(

Around 4pm Billy and I went to Applebee's for dinner. Billy was craving Steak, so he of course got steak and fries & I got three cheese Chicken Penne. It was yummy!!!

When we was done, we was waiting for transportation to come and Billy yelled "Babe, something fell from the tree and hit me", I laughed because his face was priceless. But i go over and look, there to find bird poop on his sleeve. It freaking looked like guacamole. ughh soo gross.
Transportation was almost an hour late! it was crazyy, so Billy and I spent that time window shopping and taking crazy pics together. We had a blast!

Earlier in the day, Billy & I met this guy, We never got his name. But he was a old gentlemen, nice as can be.  He started saying this quotes & completely amazed us. (Sorry I can't remember it) but Billy was like can u say that again, & this man started singing. here to come its a song            called "I Understand" by Smokie Norful. It was amazing, I loved it and really needed it because i was still feeling yucky because of my attack. Thank You God!! He is so amazing!!

                           




   

Woahhh (in Jesse from Full House voice) ;)

     This has definitely been a crazy week!

I witnessed a horrible car accident the other day after i took my God Daughter home. Never have i ever saw something like this in real life. It was like i was watching a movie. No Joke.
    So here's what happened i seen this old man just speeding down the street and i have notice his head was down, then BAM! he slammed into another car and I seen this old man flying out the front windshield. Not even giving one sec to think, i ran out to the victims to see if they were ok. I was not prepared to see what i saw. Lets just put it that way. I'm not going into details. The old man that was speeding was actually trying to fight people. I mean he just got thrown through the car window, that's no big deal at all. GOSH
  As for the other Victim he was not in good shape at all, he had gashes everywhere, couldn't speak, just in complete shock. It seemed forever till the squad came. I just had to keep talking to the other guy and just reassure him that everything was going to be okay, but i really didn't know. I was thinking the whole time, i'm not going to let this guy die on me.
   I wonder everyday since this accident, how both of those guy are doing. All I can do though is pray and hope they have a healthy recovery.


      On to some good news.
   I went to have dinner with one of my good friends and we decided to go to Red Robins because it was closer to my house. Well as we walk in and get seated. I noticed the guy behind us had ENORMOUS feet. I mean BIG HUGE FEET. I looked at him and look he looked familiar. Understand this is guy was so huge, he couldn't even fit in a booth. When i say huge i don't mean heavy, i mean tall wise. But all I kept doing was staring at him, I couldn't figure out who he was. so I decided to ask the waitress. ;) and she told me they thought it was Greg Oden. All i can say is Thank God for Google! Google is amazing. I immediately googled Greg Oden and sure enough, there was his face. I was like a little kid on christmas morning. I called Billy right away to brag but of course he ruined that because he was out walking Valentine. But  when i did tell him, he thought i was crazy. I told him fine look on Facebook. He felt stupid.
 All and All that was pretty awesome!
     
    Well gotta cook my Fiance (love it) dinner! <3
Everyone stay safe and Wear your seat belts.

 xoxo Beth