Proceed to Succeed

    This morning as I layed in bed all cuddled up in my little cocoon,
I started reflecting back on all my accomplishments I have accomplished this past year.
 To be honest, I never thought I would be able to get this far. I'm amazed!
I say that because my Anxiety and Depression at times take control of my body.
I never thought I would be able to work nor even drive a car, but guess what, I am!
&& It's feels amazing!!!!

My biggest motivators is Billy & the Lord Jesus Christ;

Without either of them, Where would I be today?
I wouldn't be
I'm going to be honest, right now I would probably be 6 feet under.
I hit a real hard spot in my life, and when I say hard spot I mean HARD.
It was like being hit with a ton of bricks.

I was on the edge of suicide :(

but, IM BETTER NOW!

I live for My Lord Savior everyday.
He has a plan for each and everyone of us.
When times get you down and you feel you have nowhere to go, or anyone to talk to,
turn to him and pray your heart out. He is always there to listen.


  A couple weeks ago someone told me I should start meditating, to help ease my body
and just help with my panic attacks.
I was iffy about it, I guess you could say I just didn't really understand the concept.

 Well,  I YouTubed Meditation & I watch a video.  I'm now HOOKED
I can't really explain how amazing it really is, it's just AMAZING! okay? :)

  Since i started meditating, I don't know what came across me, but now I search for peace and just a place where I can let loose. I guess you could say. Just a place where I can get all my stress off my shoulders.

&& Be Free...

  I'm becoming more in love with mother nature.

I love listening to storms
I love watching the river flow
I love exploring new areas

We wouldn't have any of these things if it wasn't for God.

Something that made me smile today :)
I have the greatest man <3

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives.

Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

John 14:27