Low times...

These past four days have been exhausting.
My Mom has a Herniated Disc in her lower back.
She has been on multiple medications including a pain patch named Fentyl.

The other day my Mom was not able to keep anything down, Not even her pills,
it went on for 3 days [give or take] because she is a stubborn mule & refused to go to the hospital.
 But, she finally gave in because it was just starting to be too much for her.

I'm not going to lie I've cried about everyday because i just have so much fear.
I'm terrified of losing my Mom,
 I'm still working on dealing with the lost of my Poppy, his death happened so fast
& we had no time to process anything.
So yes I'm terrified of something like that happening again.

anyways on with the story...

We found out the Fentyl pain patch, my mom used was hurting her.
She had signs of Fatal Respiratory depression!
Mom was wheezing.
I kept telling her to cough & she said "I've tried nothing is there, that the problem."

BYE BYE FENTYL!!!

Since she has been off the patch which today makes day #4
she has been going through withdraws.

• shakes
• hot
• cold
• anxiety
• nightmares
• PAIN!

the list goes on! 

How long will this continue??

it's 11:03pm right now
this is the first night my mom has not had any problems going to sleep.
[KNOCK ON WOOD]

sitting here in the kitchen till i know it's safe to go to bed.
Her problems have been happening around this time every night.
sooooo, my fingers are crossed.

Today she got pampered.
got her nails done
eyebrows waxed
and just relaxed.

I had to take a pics :)

I LOVE YOU MOMMA SOOO MUCH!!!!

THIS IS ONLY TEMPORARY & IT'S ALMOST OVER.

KEEP FIGHTING!!!

 Please keep her in your prayers through this hard time.

THANK YOU!