Saying Goodbye

Heaven received a beautiful angel!

I know you aren't hurting anymore.

I Love You & Miss You

Rest in Heave Aunt Cheryl 

7.28.1963-4.29.2014

In Need of a Break...

    Since April 10th as y'all know my Grandma has been in the hospital.
It's May 8th & she is still not home.

Last Monday she was moved to a rehab facility.
it's legit a minute away from my house :)
But, everyday i have been there to support her & just keep her company.
Each day is different but, she is improving each day little by little.

Each day I pray harder & harder.
She is such a fighter & I want to be by her side the whole way to help her chug her way up that hill.

Almost every night i'll stand by her bed & just rub her head for hours.
It just calms her and helps her relax.
Sometimes she just wants me to hold her hands :)
{it's the little things, that matter the most}

No one likes seeing their loved ones sick nor in pain,
It's the worst thing in the world but, NEVER let them see your emotions because it will take a toll on them.

Browsing Facebook the other night & I ran across a scripture that was just perfect for this time.

"God will carry you through the storm"- Isaiah 43:2

More bad news hit my family unexpectedly...

My Aunt Cheryl passed away unexpectedly.
Words can explain how i felt.

Cheryl is my mom's sister.
We weren't really close to her for different reasoning.
Last year, I went to Dollar Tree & found out she was working there,
every time i came in she gave me the biggest hugs & always told me how beautiful i was.

I'm not going to lie, I did go up there just to see her.
& then...
one day i went in there & i asked one of the ladies when Cheryl was working next,
the lady told me she moved to Cincinnati.
I was heart broken because i didn't know when i would see her again.
Never thought the next time i would she her is when she is laying in a casket.

My Aunt showing is this Saturday & to be honest i don't know how i'm going to handle it.
All I can do is pray and ask God for strength.

Last thing, I PROMISE.

This past Saturday, My Great Aunt (Grandma's Sister) had a massive Stroke.
We found out today they are only giving her a couple weeks.

I mean do you see why i need a break?
Can't handle anymore.

Just please keep my family in your prayers. PLEASE