Good Morning Everyone!

I hope everyone's day is starting off well. Mine on the other hand is iffy.
Yesterday Billy was admitted to OSU Medical Center once again with Pneumonia, this time it is in both of his lungs. He is really miserable at the moment and I hate it, I feel helpless because I don't know what I can do to make him feel better :( I really need to get the doctors to find a way to help him with his chest congestion and all the sinus problems he has everyday. Billy keeps talking about wanting to get a trach back in. I'm scared for that because what he fails to understand, a trach comes with its cons itself like infections & skin breakdowns. They really need to find a solution to this problem as soon as possible or we might very much so turn to getting a trach.

Please keep Billy in your prayers! We would deeply appreciate it. Ill keep everyone updated.
God Bless!

My Letter to Poppy:

Today marks one month since you passed away. To be honest, I hate this. I Miss You & my life just isn't the same anymore. I Miss the stupid little things you did, like make faces behind Grandma's back when she's yelling about something or you just having the tv super loud. My favorite time we spend together was when we would eat Peanut Butter & Jelly toast & watch Bob Ross at 12:30 everyday. No matter what we was doing I just loved spending time together.

Everyday I hope your looking down on me & I'm making you proud. I'm getting my drawings together so I can go to art school. Thank You for never giving up on me, yeah I know I had my rough patches but you never doubted me one bit, you motivated me to push toward the things I love. Not only am I doing it for myself but I'm mainly doing it for you. I know haven't been myself & I'm sorry Everytime I cry or just get depressed, I know your not wanting me to be that way but I just don't know what to do. That day when your doctor came in an said you had Prostate cancer that spread to your bones, you was naive & I was too. I never had time to have it all set in that you was really sick. The day when you died it hit me hard & to be honest I don't know when I will be my same ole self again. My heart is broken in tiny pieces. I Miss hearing you say "hi Baby" when I walk through the door

I Love You Poppy!! RIP