Soon to be Mrs. George

WE'RE ENGAGED!!!

Yes Yes Billy proposed to me on July 11th, the night he got home the hospital. We was laying in bed he was on the computer and was on the Nook reading. Billy Babe, I need to ask you something and I was still reading because I was reading Fifty Shades of Grey and it was at the intense part and I couldn't stop. Then he said will you marry me and I thought he was just playing, I laughed and was like shut up and I started reading again, then he said Baby. I looked at him and he's crying, I got up because I didn't know what was going on, I asked him what was wrong and he asked me again if I would marry him. I was in total shocked, completely speechless. I said you aren't lying are you. Then I said Yes!!

It still feels so unreal. I have never been this happy and it feels amazing. We don't know when we'll get married but I'm hoping sometime next year. I do know I want to get married at the church I went to when I was growing up, but Billy and I first have to get our own apartment together because I can't live with him in the apartment he he lives in now, due to it being an assist living complex. We'll get it all situated for sure. We're just enjoying this day by day. :)

      To Billy and I woken to the tragic news in Aurora, Colorado. Our thought and prayers are with  those family and friends who had a loved one that was involved in this shooting. This tragedy is definitely a lost for words, so many innocent human-beings were killed and injured for no reason. 

   Billy & I will continue to pray for the family and friends who was involved.

Everyone please be safe and watch your surroundings. 

God Bless every one of you!

    First i just wanted to say sorry for keeping everyone in the dark about what all was going on with Billy the past 2 weeks
   On the 3rd which was tuesday Billy wasn't feeling good at all. He didnt get up out of bed until later on that day, so we could go see fireworks. On our way seeing the fireworks he was really confused and did understand where he was going or where he was even at, he asked the same question every second. After the fireworks we came back to the apartment cause his nurse was there waiting for us and Billy wanted to lay down so bad, as Billy was getting put into bed I went to help out his neighbor. My mind was going nuts at that moment I didn't know what was going on him and I was terrified. After helping his neighbor I came back to find him spasming bad, when I say bad I mean bad. Remember Billy is a quad he can't move anything from the shoulders down. These spasm had his legs going up in the air and his body was launching forward. I have never seen him like this the 2 years I have been with him. Immediately I call the squad but his nurse kept telling me everything is okay, but I knew it wasn't. Squad came an Billy was basically back to himself, his spasms stopped and he refused to go to the hospital, even though i thought he should. All he wanted to do was get ready for bed and that's what we did. I was so worked up, my body was like jelly i was so scared to even sleep.

    Six o'clock the next morning  i wake up to him screaming for me. He was back to his spasms again, I could see it in his eyes he was struggling, his face was so red, his eyes were blood shock. I couldn't believe it. I called 911 right away, As i'm on the phone with them, his nurse walks through the door wondering whats going on, I thought seriously you don't see anything wrong?!?!?. I asked him how long has he been like this, his answer was all night. It made me furious knowing that he was struggling all night and this guy did not have the nerves to call the squad. This guy is a RN, people put all their trust into them and would never think this could ever happen. The next question i asked was what his  temp was. He said 99.2. I then went to the door because i thought the squad arrived but they didn't, came but into the  bedroom to see Billy's face buried into a pillow.I yelled at his nurse and asked what in the world was he doing and to not even touch Billy. He said he was changing him. The squad came and his nurse was no where to be found.

  We finally get to the hospital, Billy has no clue where he was or who i was even. Doctors took his temp it was 106 & Billy started having seizures. I was terrified and so angry because i thought i was going to lose Billy and I was beating myself up because if i didn't fall asleep that night, he probably of wouldn't have been this bad. Doctors found out he was having Baclofen Withdrawal. They transferred him to ICU. The next day they had to put him on the  vent machine because he was struggling so bad. Those days were the worst for me, I could not stop crying. When i had to leave him I cried and called the hospital continuously making sure he was okay. I could not bare going to his apartment and him not being there with me. I think i honestly prayed every minute i had. I knew God was with him.

   The Next day he went into surgery to get a new pump and line. The surgery was for 3 agonizing hours.  I was so happy when he was  out because i knew it was all going to go up from there and it did. Couple hours after surgery  i went to give him a kiss, and his eyes opened. He was  fighting to stay awake and did not like having the vent in. I kissed him again and just talked to him, he mouth I Love You and i started crying i knew God answered my prayers.

With God All Things Are Possible 

Auntie Em!!!!! Auntie Em!!!!

Can you say CRAZYY!!!

branches that caused our power to go off

    Yesterday was completely horrible. As the storms roll in Columbus, all you see is things flying in the air and trees swaying back and forth really hard. I'm not going to lie, I was really scared. But hear me out! Billy's neighbors started screaming everyone inside, i'm thinking there is a tornado, No there is just a HUGE fire right in the middle of the street behind Billy's apartment. We could literally see the flames over the privacy fence. This is where i freaked out, Billy was just wanting to have a day to relax and wanted to stay in bed. I did not have a clue how i was going to get him out if his apartment caught on fire (THATS HORRIBLE). To get to the point basically Billy & I was out of power from 5pm yesterday to 12 noon today. It was so hot!!! 

Aftermath

    Billy lives in a assistant living place called Creative Living. It's a really nice, independent  place for people who are handicap. Everyone who lives here are in wheelchairs. Multiple residents here use a Bipap  or Cpap at night when they sleep, Billy is one of them. Since the power was out no one was able to use them. The thing that gets me is that, you would think since it is a handicap complex, that they would have a back-up  generator for the whole place. But NO! 


   The only thing that counts is that EVERYONE was safe and everything is back to normal now. This storm caught me,well us a lesson.  We need to figure out a safe way to get Billy out of bed in an emergency. I feel horrible we haven't even talked about it. But we will have it taken care of.

   Everyone please stay safe! God Bless every one of you!
                                                                                          Talk to you all very soon!